the next one

will be published....at bluehouse online......tho they seem to have a problem with the sites code...maybe one day it will work and someone will read......
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when i think about what pain
what words
weren't spoken
what dreams remain

if a thief could steal
i would
if a bird does fly
i should

but the wings of love
you clipped that night
as the sands of time
stood still

mother earth she sighed
the heavens just cried
for dreams of you
had died

tears lament more pain
that darkly divides
and cannot
explain

to find shelter in this
this insensible mist
for this the arrangement
was changed
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dez-05/06

Ulterior Motivations

Ulterior Motivations
or why I just don't know
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Thought thinking about linking
drinking thrist
faces visually engaged enraged
The Look

Coffee coughing
cigarettes
was I ever empty space
my space
girl undulations

Created to titillate
cause disruptions
eruptions corruptions
was afraid am afraid
sadden amazed naked
damm

Did you know them him
her they
hallelujah
am I writer street fight
inciter
agony and ecstasy ivory
and ebony music
the keys to a successfully unsuspecting
abomination

Early on disillusioned was I ever
The hypocrisy cried out
was tough enough
youthful bliss run amiss

Recollections of that fateful drive
the decisions which a mere boy attempted
solutions strength and amorous collusions
I strived to garner attentions possessions
progressions survived am I
Alive
- April 06, 2006
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