Ulterior Motivations

Ulterior Motivations
or why I just don't know
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Thought thinking about linking
drinking thrist
faces visually engaged enraged
The Look

Coffee coughing
cigarettes
was I ever empty space
my space
girl undulations

Created to titillate
cause disruptions
eruptions corruptions
was afraid am afraid
sadden amazed naked
damm

Did you know them him
her they
hallelujah
am I writer street fight
inciter
agony and ecstasy ivory
and ebony music
the keys to a successfully unsuspecting
abomination

Early on disillusioned was I ever
The hypocrisy cried out
was tough enough
youthful bliss run amiss

Recollections of that fateful drive
the decisions which a mere boy attempted
solutions strength and amorous collusions
I strived to garner attentions possessions
progressions survived am I
Alive
- April 06, 2006
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